| I got into a car accident the day after valentines day, and i have been paying for every since.
I did end up getting a job at red lobster, but i just quit.
bad timing, very bad timing to quit. but ill get a new job soon enough.
I get my car back next week sometime.
Me and Lee are doing very well though. It will be 6 months on the 21st of march. my longest relationship ever! Longer then most relationships my peers seem to have. Im very much in love with him.
List of things to do:
1) get a new job
2) help pay for my car
3) Keep my relationship with Lee happy and well
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| | Current Music: | Bright Eyes | | Security: | | | Subject: | Snow | | Time: | 01:00 am | | Current Mood: |  awake |
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| So this is random.
The snow is falling and Im still awake at 1 in the morning. I wonder if I stay awake long enough that i will look like a crack head with bags under my eyes. I hope not. I have an interview at Red Lobster tomorrow. Got the fucking cutest outfit to wear. HEHE.
Valentines day is in two weeks. Im excited. Im getting Lee a beta fish and some flowers.
If I was a guy I would want flowers sometimes to, ya know?
On the 21st it will be me and Lee's 5 month anniversary. Im excited for that!
well maybe I should try and go to sleep, or watch insomniac music theater.
Peace
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| I love how I said to myself I was going to update this more often. Meh, whatever.
I also seem to think I am the biggest loser alive because no one comments on this thing, and I think I write on it just so I can read it to myself and realize i am the biggest fucking loser ever. HA!
I am done with all that BS.
Me and Lee's 4 month aniversary was on friday, it rocked. Ever since then I have been sick. Fuck that.
Something random,
and something great.
when the weather gets warmer,
my love grows stronger.
Maybe the ground is covered with ice,
maybe the world is gray,
but the sun is coming out,
and I can see us together.
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| Its been so long since I have written anything in here, I kind of forgot about it. I probably just write in here so I can read it all myself...anyways
New years eve consisted of:
1)me
2)Lee
3)Porky's apartment
4)people that make me uncomforable
5)Bicardi lemon
6)Champane (cant spell)
7)being drunk
8)Kiss from Lee at midnight
9)Lee driving us back to his house, drunk.
10) staying up untill 4 in the morning doing..."stuff?"
all in all it was one of the best nights of my life.
2004 was the worst and best years so far of me being alive. My parents lost all in trust in me. I was grounded on my 17th birthday, I was grounded pretty much the whole month of october. I had to spend quarter break down in Nebraska City with my grandparents who (by help of my father) think im a meth head. I broke up with Spenser and that relationship ended bad, and how most do, no longer speaking. Which I really hate that. Usually I can always be friends with my ex-boyfriends, but not this time. I guess you cant always win them all.
I started going back out with Lee. When I started I was very hesitant because of all the shit he pulled on me the last time we dated. But I thought, "meh, what the hell." Things started off the way normal relationships do I guess. But I guess when you date an ex its kind of like you pick up where you left off, which was the way it was with me and him. and now about 3 and 1/2 months later we are pretty much head over heals in love with eachother. which is fucking amazing. He got me a pink saphire ring with diamonds for christmas. We spend our new years together, and he has gotten over his fear of commitement.
Being in love rocks.
New Year Resolution
quit smoking.
Random goal
rock on all my finals.
thats all i guess, ill start to update this again.
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| Your Life_______
[x] they call me: Victoria.
[x] sex: Female
[x] my first breath of air: 10/19/87
[x] status: Taken
[x] best friends: Tamaryn, Aaron, Saber
_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: june last year, hawaii, waking up and surfing.
[x] Best?: my first kiss.
[x] worst?: cheating for the first time and last time
[x] first best friend ever!?: Ashley Keogh
_______Love?_______
[x] love is: Blind.
[x] first love: Eric Garland
[x] love or lust?: love
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: I dont know
[x] true or false: all you need is love: True
[x] is there such thing as love at first sight?: nope, there is lust at first site
[x] are you in love right now?: idk
[x] how many times have you been in love?: twice
_______Attractive Sex_______
[x] turn ons: Ass, Hair, Eyes, Personality (that should have been typed first)
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: nope
[x] what kind of hair style?: Messy and emo, in the face HOT!
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the attractive sex can do for you?: wrote me songs
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: anywhere that isnt my house
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: nope
_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: cat
[x] short or long hair: Long
[x] sunshine or rain: both
[x] moon or sun: Stars
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: both!
[x] summer or winter: summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: whichever (guess im not to picky eh?)
[x] play station or nintendo: Play station
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: house party
[x] sing or dance: yeah both
_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today?: Tired, Bored, Grounded
[x] what pants are you wearing right now?: jeans
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment?: up.
[x] what song are u listening to right now?: The Faint
[x] how is the weather right now?: SO fucking nice
[x] last person you talked to on the phone?: Lee
[x] last dream you can remember?: NA lol
[x] who are you talking to right now?: Dave
[x] what time is it? 6:19
_______More About YOU!_______
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be?: the Silver one
[x] have you ever almost died?: yeah
[x] have you ever won any special award?: nope
[x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done?: Getting stoned for the first time, smoking way to much and throwing up.
[x] how many kids do you want to have?: 1-2
[x] son's name?: idk
[x] daughter's name?: idk
[x] shampoo?: Herbal Essenses (*orgasm noises*)
[x] what are you most scared of?: Failing
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house?: 2
[x] do you have your own TV?: yes
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: yes
[x] who do you dream about?: people, I guess.
[x] who do you tell your dreams to?: no one
[x] is cheerleading a sport?: yeah sure.
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?: IDK, let me get back to you.
_______You And Love_______
[x] do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?: yes
[x] where would you like to go on your honeymoon?: Hawaii, DUH.
[x] what do you like most of the opposite sex?: everything.
[x] do you find yourself attractive?: Not really
[x] do others find you attractive?: I think so. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| So I havent update this in awhile, oh well. No one reads this anyways.
Summer is well over in my book.
My classes are pretty good.
I dont care.
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| reflection of this summer...
My summer was pretty good, although im kind of sad because I lost contact with people. This summer started off shakey, and it ended emtionally. Lots of tears were cryed this summer, but most of them were on my front porch. I love my porch. Theres so many memories there. I pretty much got everything I wanted this summer. I got a job, and I got my car and I feel hardcore in love, but summer is only 3 months and its coming to a close. I almost feel like my summer ended when Spenser left for college, but in all reality, it didnt.
Im doing the long distance relationship thing, Its going to be a challenge but Its going to work as long as me and Spenser both want it to.
School tomorrow, then work, bleh!!
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| dude, me and saber went to walmart today and got my pictures developed, and their AWESOME!!!
Go to my xanga to see one of my favorites, because I cant upload them on here, so yeah go there!!!
(CLICK)
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| So today was a long ass drive to see my love in college.
(oh my god, Im so cool because im dating a college boy)
It was fun when I actually got there.
Spenser didnt answer his phone a lot, but I found him.
His dorm is pretty nice.
Me, him and Emily all just kind of sat in his dorm, boring as that sounds it was fun. We went to eat at applebees, and then went back to his dorm for awhile.
Spenser couldnt open his bathroom door, we had to go pee in the student union. Heh. I almost cryed, almost, but I didnt. But goodbyes are still sad, I think it might have been less sad because me and Spenser dont really have any memories up there and theres so much up here.
I love him so much.
I talk about him to much, well Im off now.
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